Swinging Rope

I can feel my anger creeping upon me. It is like a swinging rope in my head begging for me to grab onto it. Once I grab ahold of it, the anger consumes my entire being until I let it get out. I go into a trance. Random objects are my enemies, like ants waiting to be destroyed. The rope swings higher and higher. More and more it tries to get out. I hold on tight to the rope and swing it so hard that I almost fall off.

Everything goes black.


Then I wake up. The anger is gone. All that is left is my body. Laying in the grass on the ground with the sun shining hot. One step closer. Days go by. Days without nights. Just hot burning sun and sweat. I walk towards a neighborhood and sneak into someone's backyard to take a sip of their hose. I hear a dog barking across the yard. He is chained to a tree. I walk just close enough to him that he can't bite me. Then we stare at each other without moving for what seems like eternity.

His eyes are deep black. So black. Like staring into the sky on a clear night. I reach over to pet his silky brown fur. He is panting now and has a smile on his face. I get closer and closer to his body. Then he grabs a hold of my arm with the quick turn of the head and clench of his teeth. He won't let go. He starts biting harder and harder. I pull away with all my strength trying to break free. He won't let go. I can feel his teeth reach the bone. I swing my arm like a rope back and forth back and forth shaking. His eyes have gone blank now. You can no longer see the stars. Blood, sweat, tears. Then all of a sudden everything goes black.

I wake up. The sun is still shining. There are no nights. The dog is licking himself peacefully.

LITTLE WILMA, FEVER!

LITTLE WILMA, FEVER!
Originally uploaded by defekto

sooo freaking awesome!!

kitties

Originally uploaded by come on with the rain, i've a smile on my face

Toxic People

Once again I have misjudged someone's character...Most people suck...and you can't trust anyone!

On a lighter note here is a drawing.


and another....

tv party tonite!

were gonna have a tv party tonite
alright
were gonna have a tv party alright
tonight
we've got nothin better to do
than watch tv and have a couple of brews
don't care about anything else
we dont wanna know!
we're dedicated to our favorite shows!












yea!!!!!!!!!!!!

never trust a junkie

This is the music I love.

Artistic Schizophrenia/ Multiple Personality Disorder

There are so many different artsy things I want to do.

Right now this is what I am doing....






But its weird because I have the urge to make jewelry and I am also working on making a quilt...
Here is something I sewed lately...



See what I mean? That thing I sewed doesn't even look like it was done by the same person!!!

But I guess it doesn't matter, as long as I make what I like.